February 2012
10 posts
Valentines Day.
[1AM on Valentines Day 2012]
Phone rings.
Me: Hello?
Favorite Boy in the World: Will you be my Valentine?
Me: Of course.
I'm not a big fan of obligatory Hallmark holidays but I'm just hopeless for romance.
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August 2011
1 post
April 2011
2 posts
“The truth does not change according to our ability to stomach it.”
– Flannery O’Connor (via aprettywar)
2011
Haven’t been on Tumblr for nearly a year.
Where did my happiness go?
I was so certain it was down this road…Now I’m grappling.
February 2010
2 posts
2010.
It has been years since I’ve stopped at looked at myself and analyzed my world. Looking around I’ve realized a couple things over the last couple months…
I refuse to be in a codependent or possessive relationship.
I am going to put value on my body and sharing it with someone. Not just anyone.
I am going to see the divinity in everybody.
I am going to love unconditionally.
I...
September 2009
8 posts
“Love is an attempt at penetrating another being, but it can only succeed if the...”
– Octavio Paz (via reluctantbuddha) (via quote-book)
Go Marilyn.
“If you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.” — Marilyn Monroe
Love.
Love makes me insane. Love makes me lose all control of myself and my emotions. Love makes me smile. Love makes me laugh until I can’t breathe. Love makes me cry until I never want to breathe again. Love makes me never forget. Love makes it impossible to move on. Love makes me wild and I wouldn’t want it any other way. Love that makes you insane is the only kind of love worth...
eponinetenthousand:
I died a little today.
Me too. I love you.
August 2009
5 posts
It's Possible.
But what if you are the Ross to my Rachel, the Romeo to my Juliet, the Tina to my Bette, the Chandler to my Monica, or the Portia to my Ellen, what if you are, and what if we’re just in the part of the story where we have to defy all the odds so we can be together. It’s possible…
Doves Cry.
“How can you just leave me standing alone in a world that’s so cold? Maybe I’m just to demanding. Maybe I’m just like my father. Maybe I’m just like my mother, she’s never satisfied. Why do we scream at each other? This is what it sounds like when doves cry.”
Disappointment.
Is there someone out there who won’t tell me they are leaving me because I “deserve better than them?” Someone who will love me as much as I love them? Someone who won’t bail when things get hard. Am I so easy to forget?
Funny People
“It’s easy not to cheat when nobody wants to fuck you, you judgmental prick.”
Probably the best part of the movie.
July 2009
8 posts
“Just for the record, she still loves you. She wouldn’t bother to torture you if...”
– Chuck Palahniuk (via decreation) (via bethlehems) (via sarahkristenn) (via ronniebruce) (via quote-book)
"Say Yes to the Dress"
This show on TLC makes me want to go out and buy my wedding dress. It’s a problem.
“People who deny how they feel typically are unable to enter and touch another...”
– Larry Crabb (via julie911) (via quote-book)
“I don’t mind waiting in line. No, no.
I don’t mind if the bills...”
– Ani Difranco
“Smiling Underneath”
““We all go through the same things - it’s all just a different kind of the same...”
– Susan Glaspell (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
“Just give up. And admit that you’re an asshole.
You would be in some good...”
– Ani Difranco
“As Is”
... and
curled up in the front seat of her car, they cried for hours, racing against a clock that was ticking much too fast, afraid of the lives that would be carried out in the distance, one accepting that mistakes of the past could not be changed, regretting yet loving the rash decisions made in even less logical moments. the other, oblivious to the mistakes the other has made in her past, loving her...
June 2009
6 posts
bad night.
=(
Introspection.
Therapist: Would you ever treat someone or talk to someone the way you treat and talk to yourself?
Client: [Shakes head.]
Therapist: Are you attracted to people who treat you similarly to the way you treat yourself. People who don't respect you? People who don't appreciate how beautiful and amazing you are?
Client: [Crying] Yes.
Therapist: We think that because these people treat us the way we treat ourselves that it is love, when, in reality, you don't love yourself. The way you treat yourself is not the way you treat those that you love. Change the way you speak to yourself. It is only by learning how to love yourself that you'll find out what true love is.
This was on Bravo's "Workout" and I found it to be a mildly life changing perspective. You seek others you treat you similarly to the way you treat yourself... and by treating yourself differently you'll attract, and be attracted, to new, and better, people.
Suck Up.
i’m a pixie i’m a paperdoll i’m a cartoon i’m a chipper cheerful free for all and i light up a room i’m the color me happy girl miss live and let live and when they’re out for blood i always give i don’t really care what your problem is, just don’t make it mine. come on kids, let’s all hold hands and pretend we’re having a good time maybe...
May 2009
43 posts
Score.
Emo Sporks UNITE: Mmmmmm old people sex with you. Hot.
Reliable.
Maybe I am too available. Maybe I don’t have enough guards. Perhaps I don’t have enough pride. But I don’t care. It is my wish that I am remembered as someone who was there for the people she loved. No matter what. Someone reliable, someone that will love you when you are shitty, and love you when you are distant. No matter what. That is what I want to be.
"Hey."
1: Let me know you again.
2: Not right now.
1: Ok, when? Say wait and I'll wait.
2: It's already too late. Hey, hey! Will you listen? Just shut up and listen.
1: There's no way it's too late. There's no way. I stayed by your side. Why do I get denied?
2: You remind me of me. And how fucked up I can be.
1: Ok, hey. Let's start over, clean slate. I'll come by here at 8. If you show then we'll go.
If you don't, well we'll see.
2: You just don't give up.
1: So don't give up on me.
Toxic Personalities.
1. Manipulative Mary: These individuals are experts at manipulation tactics. Is a matter of fact, you may not even realize you have been manipulated until it is too late. These individuals figure out what your ‘buttons’ are, and push them to get what they want.
2. Narcissistic Nancy: These people have an extreme sense of self-importance and believe that the world revolves around...
Nostalgia.
Driving down a road of What Ifs and Remember Whens, I found myself, temporarily, lost in a detrimental, yet momentarily blissful, state of mind. I have found that these moments, in perpetuity, distract us from potential happiness, settled right underneath our nose. It is like a drug, providing fleeting satisfaction but, ultimately reducing us to despondent addicts; a minion to once perfect days,...
“A child that was never asked how they were feeling while they were growing...”
– Psychology Today
